Dad,

thankyou for being the best not only my dad but my mom too. I ask myself every day how im meant to do life without you in it im so lost. Thankyou for being one of the best grandads to my boys they miss you so much theres not a day joseph doesnt ask about his grandpa.

thankyou for always being a shoulder to cry on forever our rock. I miss you more than anything dad like who am i going to rant to now or have a little gossip with. you was our everything without you life doesnt seem right but i promise you ill keep going and be strong for my sisters and my babies too as i know thats what you would want i just really want to thank you i know life wasnt easy on you dad but thank you for rasing us 3 girls altogether so we wasnt apart. Im sorry i was a pain in the bum 9/10 but i kept you on your toes. 

deep down i just need my daddy.
forever missed forever loved forever lost without you 

love you always and forever emily x